So the date I am writing this is the 09/01/2016 and I have some news, Myself and my spud are expecting our first child together. It’s extremely early days at the minute – I am apparently 6 weeks and 3 days but I am so happy, I wanted to start blogging about everything so I never forget how I am feeling right now. Every good and bad bit. So although I will be releasing this post in February some time, I wanted to get everything down now. My gosh I wish I could just press the publish button!!
I think the reason I am keen on getting every last detail down is I never thought I could have children, whatsoever. I have PCOS and I just always had this deep rooted fear I couldn’t conceive. My periods were irregular, painful as hell and I also suspected maybe I had endometrosis too. It’s always been a bit of a secret huge deal for me, and it would make me so upset knowing I couldn’t be a mum, my body was failing me on the basic human function of a woman. One of the biggest reasons me and my ex partner split up was how dismissive he was of these fears. Read More